Clutter.,.

I'm sitting in my room
there's a mess on the floor
I'm waiting in my gloom
to come rushing in the door.

I'm laying in my room
there's clothes on the bed
I'm lonely in my gloom
that never leaves my head.

You're sitting in my room
you're cluttering my bed
bringing all your hate and doom
as you sit in my head.

You're laying in my room
I'm forced onto the floor
my face shows the gloom
as you walk out of my door.

Teenage Love!

Some people think of Teen Love and smile. It's not real love, they say. Puppy Love, they call it. Those people, I think, have very short memories, and no longer recall the realities of their first love experiences. While few expect teen love to last a lifetime, that hardly makes it less real. Half or more of all adult love doesn't last a lifetime either.
Teen love is very real. And powerful. Perhaps at no other time in our lives are the joys and pains felt as strongly, or experienced more deeply. Who among us, after all, can ever forget our first love?

Little Miss...Sugarland!

Little Miss down on love
Little Miss I give up

Little Miss I'll get tough, don't you worry about me anymore
Little Miss checkered dress
Little Miss one big mess
Little Miss I'll take less when I always give so much more

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
Yeah, sometimes you gotta lose 'til you win
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
It'll be alright again

One Week...

It's Monday 3.14.11 and it's the week before Spring Break WHOOOOO!!! I'm so excited because we are out for a whole week. And I hope this week goes by SUPER DUPER fast! On spring spring I'm goin sleep in EVERYDAY, because I need to catch up on this sleeping hobby! I'm slacking big time! Also I hop the weather is good and it don't rain .! Because it stormed and rained last night and it's sooo nasty today! Blahhh....It's 6th period that's the good part about right now! :)

Lyrics...

You let me rock
You let me slide
And when they looking
You let me hide
Defend my honor
Protect my pride
The good advice
I always hated
But looking back
It made me greater
You always told me
Forget the haters
Just get my money
Just get my weight up
Know when I'm lying
Know when I'm crying
It's like you got it
Down to a science
Why am I trying
No you ain't buying

Favorite Song Lyrics

I drove for miles just to find you
and find myself
all these screams
all these voices in my head
you gave me strength
gave me hope
for a lifetime
I never was satisfied
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin' up
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin' up.

And them birds don’t fly, without my permission. I’m probably in the sky, flying with the fishes. Or maybe in the ocean, swimming with the pigeons. See my world is different.

A friend....

A friend is a person
to laugh and cry with,
An inspiration,
Someone who lends a helping hand,
though friends may not be forever,
And they may not end up together,
the memories of a true friendship will
last forever.
A friend is not a shadow nor a servant
But someone who hold
a piece of a person in his heart.
Someone who shares a smile,
Someone who brightens up your day
What makes a person a friend?
Is by saying your love will stay.

20 Blogs...

--Well it's two days before the due date of 20 blogs and this is my 12th one I need to get my game on because I only have one day after this one sooooo I'm prettty much just typing so I can get my 100 point's.
Well today has been a boring day! I am ready to hurry up and get 7th period over, so I can get to the crib, lol. Well I better goo I hope this counts as a full blog :)

Love...

---I'm so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

Marilyn Monroe!

 --People had a habit of looking at me as if I were some kind of mirror instead of a person. They didn't see me, they saw their own lewd thoughts, then they white-masked themselves by calling me the lewd one.

--A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesnt believe, and leaves before she is left.

--When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them anyways.

--I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

-MARILYN MONROE

Wednesday, Febuuary 2,2011

Well today I went to the Dentist! Blah! I usually have went to a pediactric dentist. Well my mama told me I had to grow up and go to an adult dentist. This is the second time I have went to this dentist in Maumelle. The first time I only got a cleaning so I was good and nothing hurt. Well this time I had to 2 fillings and they "man-handled" my mouth. I had to get three shots to numb my mouth and I still felt the shots even though I was on gas. I had to come back to the school-house with half of my face numb and I couldn't eat all day. I was pretty upset, mad, in pain, and wanted to go home!!! This all happened at 8:00 this mourning. It's 1:45 in the afternoon and I am just now getting feeling in my face! I had a few cuss words to tell the dentist by lunch because I was hungry! Anyways....My day has been okay aside from this incident! :)